wishes are just wishes.

see, normally couples quarrel like nobody's business? surprisingly, me and him didn't quarrel at all before. cool or what? i passed by so many blogs. full of "quarreled with him" and so on. you see me blog, happy post everywhere. let me tell you people a big secret. i'm not happy at all. :( whats more, i'm just useless. all i know is to cry every night. even bigger secret, i've been hiding another blog. finally said this out.